The Philosophy of Symbolica - Page 2
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" . . . I believe God is a personal God, the only God, and that God wants us to be true to our hearts. . . . In the horrible past, Christians drove people away from the Truth and the Love, the total opposite of what Christ wanted us to do. One unfortunate guy was born gay and he commited suicide because he thought and was told that he was damned to Hell. What sort of nonsense are people creating these days? Christ died for everyone's sins, not just heterosexuals'. He died for those He loved, and Christ loved everyone. Now maybe you agree with me, or maybe you don't. I don't really care about your opinions anymore on those subjects if they conflict with the idea of peace. Some may say, 'But the Scripture says!' but remember the Scriptures were inspired by the Divine One but were written by humans. . . . This is not a perfect world, only God is perfect."
- Symbolica (6-5-96)
7.
"I can't self-destruct, my soul can't erupt, so I'll be the witch to light this motherfucker up."
- Symbolica (5-2-97)
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"Verque nos dotés mos vónos, / Les daqúes refreco souví. / The dogmatic spirit who becomes your familiar / Elucidates the reality of the damned and the dead."
- From deep inside
9.
"You know what? It's not wrong to like somebody. It's not wrong to fall in love with someone who's not in love with you. You can't help falling in love with a person: you love the many aspects of that person. It shows a person that he / she is doing something correctly. If you receive that person's love in return, God blesses you. Thank God."
- Symbolica (11-10-96)
10.
"I have seizures (not too deep like epilepsy, though) which reveals the future and other secrets in a code language. After I decode the messages, I am clueless as to what they mean. I don't know a person yet who can figure out the meanings of the messages. I feel so useless. I feel like Kennedy, waiting to be assassinated. And what if nothing happens? What then? I will have gotten myself worked up over nothing . . . completely nothing. It's all pointless. I should not exist or something. I feel like . . . I feel like I don't belong here . . . as if . . . as if I'm out of place. . . . Why do I feel like I'm being watched? I feel like everyone's talking about me in their hushed whispers. Everyone wants to destroy me. They want to destroy me by driving me to destroy myself. They are all meaningless at the same time."
- Symbolica (5-2-97)